Bipolar

La verdad es que una vez lei en alguna parte que cuando uno esta deprimido debe cantar y quizas bailar, y ayer manti me dijo que cuando me sintiera mal pensara en una cama de clavos... La verdad no se que me quiso decir con eso, o si, pero me da flojera explicarlo. El caso es que como me siento re mal, pero al mismo tiempo extrañamente bien, decidi colocar otro video de Ayumi, uno alegre, uno que siempre escucho cuando tengo ganas de llorar y se me quitan como por arte de magia. Uno que contrasta con el que coloque hace unos días. Simplemente porque estoy hasta la madre de llorar y sentirme mal, porque soy una mala persona, pero no lo soy, porque quiero y porque no, porque sufro pero me siento bien, porque soy: "Una pequeña y linda bipolar"...

Jovenes de cara, con ustedes: TRAUMA de la Kawaii Ayumi Hamasaki


Today's happy face, today's sad face.Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
Time is sometimes a cruel thing,but the present is made by that cruelty.
Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of releasesoon triumphs over the visiting fear.
As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds.If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
The sanity and insanity that I was given and are mine only,Both exist together without negating the other.
Futile things, spilled things, and useless things...I'll choose with confidence, so I am of myself.
Because I have always defined happiness with my own standards.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today,If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, I want to show it to that person.